The Dark Diviness,
The Generational curse breaker,
The Go Getter
The Shadow hunter
The star seed.
If only people really understood the work,
Blood sweat and tears it took to get here.
The sacrifices I made just to sit in this seat let alone everyone else.
As much as they say “I wish, I was you” “I wish I had your life” if only they truly knew the battles I fought in the seen and unseen to get here.
Internally and externally as well as spiritually.
It meant being betrayed from everyone closest to you!
It meant being alone and combating forces entities beings and colts that really delt with the devil.
Then after all that, taking them back to teach them and guide them out of the abyss they had wished upon me just to attempt to take me out.
It meant that even though my focus definitely had to be on myself loving myself, caring for myself.
Still, I picked up and carried these weights in order to guide protect and navigate the people I loved most of all back into the light.
They conspired against me, made promises to trade off my soul! and not being able to deliver.
It meant leading by example and being more intentional, stronger,
working longer
Harder,
Faster ! then i have had before,
Forgiving and not forgetting , not getting your emotions and thoughts in a twist.
not allowing external influences in.
Protecting my energy, my life literally depended on it.
I stayed heavily protected for myself and all those that I keep safe in my life!
It meant settling a status quo I knew nothing about, and making deals with the devil that I knew could effect my wellbeing and productivity in one way or another.
Then again if anyone could it was most definitely Me!
Afterall I Am a highly decorated spiritual warrior of our time.
These things people always failed to recognize but now, now I am recognized.
I bought balance to situations no one could or would mediate.
I most definitely am spiritual and highly intuitive.
I definitely was the only fit to undertake this role and position even though these people had hurt me deeply in the past.
Nobody saw me as I actually was then.
They underestimated me in every way doubted me dragged my name through the dirt.
Little did they know how incredibly Intune I was.
How incredibly gifted and talented I am.
If only they did the actual work mentally physically emotionally to sit in my seat.
The only way someone would qualify for any of this is through experience.
They meddled with things that ought not to be meddled with.
They attempted to meddle with my blessings,
They attempted to meddle with my love life.
They attempted to meddle with every part of my life that meant growth development freedom you name it,
But still I knuckled down stayed focus for the greater good!
It meant sitting in the shadows coordinating, counteracting and conducing the energy around me in order to combat these death wishes.
Like hell I was going to let them succeed
Spiritual warfare is oh so real if you believe in it or not.
The entities, they sent to take me out actually protected me!
Their ill intentions backfired lump sum, suddenly and the effects were literally horrific.
The barriers I overcame,
the virtual doors I kicked down,
the time that was taken from me.
only made me richer more abundant stronger and more and more invinsible.
To me this is what being the Dark Diviness entails, it meant following the dragon path into the new dragon year and absolutely devouring everyone and thing in my way.
All while long I was protecting those that should have protected me, building my business, reaching my goals and ultimately achieving everything I put my mind too.
The love that was found finally,
demanded me to be compassionate and patient while I undid all the damage that they had inflicted on me ,
he was a reflection of me an literally my other half he had sustained alot of toxic attacks.
These are just a small handful of the hardships I faced on my personal road to success and true wish fulfillment.
The more I glowed, the more they grew sour.
The more I blossomed, the more they attempted to disrupt my peace.
The more I loved him, the more they tried to get in the way.
In the true nature of the Capricorn that I am none of this got in my way, not now and definitely never!
My work ethic, INSANE
My cut off game, INSANE.
My intuition, on point
My love life, secured.
My long overdue comeback was so deeply personal.
That I was locked down 10x harder than fort knox
I was impenetrable.
Not because I wanted to be.
I needed to be at this time.
I pulled the greatest magic trick of all time, straight out of my own bag.
I made something out of absolutely nothing.
I woke up one day and killed 18 birds with one stone.
So, the fact that they had the audacity to even try, humored the heck out of me.
It became very clear that I wasn’t, what they said or projected I was, out of this world.
After withstanding all these tribulations, my heart and intentions remained pure.
My heart and soul, still pure
Preserved with in the vessel of my own body.
When they thought that they were teaching me lessons and apparently putting me in my place, they were taught a lesson.
They were put in their place.
Once and for all
They were so caught up on the old version of me, no one knew how educated I truly am and they f=cked around and found out,
Flipped the script, one day boom just like that.
The web that they fraudulently were weaving using my name tumbled down atop of them like a busted Jenga tower.
Manipulation no longer worked once I seen straight through the lies the deception and to be quite honest, I had done so a while ago I just hadn’t built up enough strength to pull the trigger.
My own parents, exposed.
My closest friends found out.
My enemies played themselves.
My abundance and happiness still fully intact.
I was sick and tired of being walked all over.
I took my power back and ooh did it feel so good.
I realized I had found myself a new healthy habit and addiction, taking back my power.
Everything I touched turned to gold,
Every idea I inserted my unique creative energy to, a success.
My new venture allowed me to 100% be my most authentic self.
It definitely aint tricking if you got it.
And for the first time, I finally had it.
I finally maneuvered my way tactfully, lovingly and assertively through all of the dynamics sent to throw me off course.
Being almost famous,
felt like
looked like.
smelled like.
seemed like.
Despite the mayhem,
I micromanaged everything effectively so efficiently it shocked everyone.
This was the most exhilarating feeling ever,
Having gratitude’s for all the wonderful things that suddenly poured into my life all limits exceeded.
I had become so accustomed to having my back against the wall,
Being pushed in the corner enabled me to have the tactfulness required to play my hand at just the right time with full houses.
I played my part, flawlessly.
Acted upon the right things,
Loved whole heartedly.
Remained open to receiving.
And exiting at the perfect time.
The wild goose chase was sensed from a mile away.
Black magic had traces that made their ploys foreseeable from a mile away.
Staying silent didn’t mean I was stupid,
It meant allowing others to reveal their true color’s.
Each time I Did this it created a ripple effect and a sudden onset of insecurities.
which I never intended to be intentional that just seemed to be the way it always was and had been.
My mark was left,
Others now saw how loyal I am.
How compassionate I am.
How resilient I am.
And how tactfully sharp and accurate my sniper shot manifestation aim had become.
Through this all my true colors always radiant and glistening.
Armored in black.
Leading by example and walking through the valley of the shadow of death like I absolutely owned it.
From the comfort of darkness, I had somehow, learned and taught myself to shine so bright it was blinding.
I worked hard, played harder.
I never took no for an answer.
If I wanted something I got, because I worked for it.
Ever heard the saying do the mahi get the treats.
Well, I was on the whole other level and this time nothing was to get in my way!
My insatiable appetite for knowledge and brain training bought me to the plate faster than I thought.
I was thankful, excited not to mention scared.
It was finally time to take the reins with the power.
In order for this all to be successful,
Change would have to be welcomed with open arms.
Nobody ever talks about these moments in time only the ones that seem significant after success.
Hence why it is being recognized now, by me any way.
It most definitely deserves to be there.
It meant being misunderstood, no one ever understands genius.
Especially when it’s in the making!
As I sit here writing about it today,
I announce that it is finally time to make my long overdue debut.
So, buckle up world,
Shes bold,
Shes bright,
Shes fearless
and she is the Black Dragon of the year.
From a black sheep to under dog!
So, stay tuned.
The best is yet to come!!
Bringing together the best of both worlds in absolute abundance.
Through the good the bad the ugly!!!
She rode the storm all the way home…. can you?
Yours Truly,
The Dark Diviness